what I want to be. To dream about love, to fantasize about life,
to want what I will never get. But maybe, if I tried hard?
I would like to not know the real me. And I don't. Not really.
I would like to pretend that I am good. I would like to think that
I really care about people. I would like to think that I'm not a jerk.
It would be nice to be something good.
Have you ever wished you were spectacular?
Do you wish you were amazing?