Wednesday, September 30, 2009

Find Me Here
Speak To Me
I want to feel you
I need to hear you
You are the light
That's leading me
To the place where I find peace again.

You are the strength, that keeps me walking.
You are the hope, that keeps me trusting.
You are the light to my soul.
You are my purpose...you're everything.

How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?

You calm the storms, and you give me rest.
You hold me in your hands, you won't let me fall.
You steal my heart, and you take my breath away.
Would you take me in? Take me deeper now?

How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?
And how can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?

Cause you're all I want, You're all I need
You're everything,everything
You're all I want your all I need
You're everything, everything.
You're all I want you're all I need.
You're everything, everything
You're all I want you're all I need, you're everything, everything.

And How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?
How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?

How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?

Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?



Everything//Lifehouse//
Your love is extravagant.
Your friendship is so intimate.
I find I’m moving to the rhythms of Your grace.
Your fragrance is intoxicating in our secret place.
Your love is extravagant.

Spread wide in the arms of Christ,
Is a love that covers sin.
No Great love have I ever known.
You considered me Your friend.
Capture my heart again.
Capture my heart again.

Your love is extravagant.
Your friendship is so intimate.
I find I’m moving to the rhythms of Your grace.
Your fragrance is intoxicating in our secret place.
Your love is extravagant.

Spread wide in the arms of Christ,
Is a love that covers sin.
No Great love have I ever known.
You considered me Your friend.
Spread wide in the arms of Christ,
Is a love that covers sin.
No Great love have I ever known.
You considered me Your friend.

Capture my heart again,
Capture my heart again,
Capture my heart again,
Capture my heart again.

Your Love Is Extravagant//The Almost//

Tuesday, September 29, 2009

Sometimes I have these stupid ideas.

Sometimes I have these stupid ideas. I am sick of so many "Christians".... of the whole hypocrisy, and I want to do something rebellious. To do something unusual -- "out there". I don't want to be one of them. So I think, I will start smoking, or something ridiculous like so. Cigarettes are gross--what am I thinking?--they make your teeth yellow, and they make your hair all crinkly, like dry hay. They make you have those little lip-wrinkles, and raspy voices. No. I think not.
How? How? How?,
I think, maybe being rebellious would be acting real. Ending the hypocrisy.

No, I am rarely honest, or nice. I don't read my bible everyday, and guess what! Sometimes I even forget to pray; to talk to my saving grace, my only hope to be free from myself. I'm SO selfish and insecure. I am jealous, and I have a horrid pride. I think of pleasing people, so often, before I think of pleasing God. I think of myself, how everything effects me. I think of me, and myself only.
Then, once in a while, I cry out. I remember what an idiot i am--wake up call! I hear--I listen. I seek change, ever so slowly. I resist. I fall. I fail so frequently. This is only the beginning. But I try, you can give me that little bit.
I will seek change in this reckless heart.

So there it is. I am not what you think of as a "Christian".
I am trying to end this conjecture of those who want to love God, who try.
I want to rebel. From the rash trend of conformity, this masquerade.

Am I alone?

Sunday, September 27, 2009

ALEX PARDEE!!









IS. TOO. FREAKING. AMAZING.
L/O/V/E

Saturday, September 26, 2009

Creepy--

So, lately I've gotten enormous loads of weird emails from all these old, freaky, turkish men.
For example:

How are you pretty angel?, My Name is david, I’m 41yrs old. I’m Honest,..loving, caring, God fearing, open minded person I am new here looking..for someone special in here with all the qualities which a very lovely..woman like you ll have, very simple take things easy, understanding..,loves kids and be able to take good care of things ,i saw your profile..very lovely I think you have all a man will want in a woman and i think..you are the kind of person a man will want to know. beautiful and..charming. I will love to know more about you and see more of your..pictures, and I will appreciate it if i will hear from you thanks.

They don't have very good English either.

Thursday, September 24, 2009

When will we see the rainbow?

His little one tries as hard as she can
Do anything just so she could fit in
She wants a friend so bad she'll do whatever they tell her
To make them smile she would misbehave
But all the while they would laugh in her face
She begins to cry because she thought that they liked her

Even though you feel all alone
It can't rain everyday
It don't rain forever
Your sunshine may be gone but i know
It can't rain everyday
It don't rain forever

He works hard everyday of his life
For his son on the way and his beautiful wife
But today he got a call from his job they got something to tell him.
They laid him off now he's out on the streets
He's got to do what it takes so his family can eat
He can't even look at his wife because he feels like he failed them

[chorus]

Reign down! reign down! reign down! so let it reign down!
Reign down! reign down! reign down on me now!

A young lady's been lost for awhile
But that's ok now she's having a child
She finally got what she wants. she's got someone who loves her
But this morning she woke up in pain.
Nobody had to tell her because she knew right away
So she started to cry because she won't be a mother.

[chorus]

Reign down! reign down! reign down! reign down on me!
Reign down! reign down! reign down!

Thursday, September 10, 2009

Have you ever had one of those fantastic dreams
and then woke up to the sad reality
and it left you feeling so... without?

Its like something is missing,
like I had it.
Then... it's gone.

It's the heart afraid of breaking that never learns to dance.

It is the dream afraid of waking that never takes the chance.

It is the one who won't be taken who cannot seem to give.

And the soul afraid of dying that never learns to live.


Bette Midler

Saturday, September 5, 2009

Dream

All men dream, but not equally. Those who dream by night in the dusty recesses of their minds, wake in the day to find that it was vanity: but the dreamers of the day are dangerous men, for they may act on their dreams with open eyes, to make them possible.
Thomas E. Lawrence


So many of our dreams at first seem impossible, then they seem improbable, and then, when we summon the will, they soon become inevitable.
Christopher Reeve


The future belongs to those who believe in the beauty of their dreams.
Eleanor Roosevelt


Dream no small dreams for they have no power to move the hearts of men.
Johann Wolfgang von Goethe

Friday, September 4, 2009

**First Class Entertainment**

"Hello Pretty One, How are you doing today?Am very happy to write to you letting you know how Your profile caught my attention and i can't pass through and not say hi...well i'm a single man .i work as a civil engineer in MIAMI, Florida United States Am Henry Large. born and brought up in MIAMI, Florida United States, in USA am 44 years of age,The reason why I am writing you. I really like what I have seen and read so far in your profile. You are a very beautiful and attractive looking woman and I would love to have the pleasure of talking to you and even maybe meeting one day. That is of course you would be interested in doing so?If you are looking and wanting to meet an honest and sincere man who will always do what is needed to make sure that you are always happy, then please consider talking and getting to know me. I guarantee that you would not be disappointed. while i love to meet real woman to arrest my soul not a game player, someone who will spend the rest of her life with his soul mate, im very easy out going man that really care for my humanitarian as well, but i don't mind being with a very loyal and creative woman who mostly care for a child and plan for future and right now i am looking for a serious woman to have a serious relationship with ..so i come across your profile when i log in here and i see you are beautiful woman so i like to know you have a chat with you some time ....you can reach me through my email address henrylarge52 or you can IM Chatting.henrylarge52@yahoo.com it would be nice to read back from you again, have a wonderful time.
Henry."

"You sound nice but I watch TV bucko you could be an old sicko and possibly a perverted stalker so leave me alone.

I will not be molested!! Plus I live in Turkey with my 10 year old husband who will beat you up, but we do not have money so I cannot fly to watch your defeat. I'm sorry.

Sincerely, way not interested.

P.S. If you are not a perverted stalker, child molester, prisoner escapee, serial killer, or anything like-wise please take no offense.
:)... "

"lol...you are such an amusing person...if you are interested in knowing me , add me up on your messenger so we can chat...henrylarge52@yahoo.com...lol"

"I am an amusing person? HA!
PFFTT!! You don't even know the half of it buddy."